Di sini sy ( Ahmad Azizi bin Ahmad Rashid) menyusun 10 jari ingin meminta maaf dr korang semue dr hujung rmbut smpai hjung kaki . 0-0 oke.
Salam Lebaran ~
Monday 29 August 2011
Monday 8 August 2011
Mr,Mrs,N Miss teach 4B. . .
>MR. EK or ea (. .bla. . bla. .ek . .bla. .bla. .ea . .)
>M.r "O" (sir . bla. .bla.bla. .hmm . .ooo)
>Miss Kan3x (bla . .bla. .bla. .kan . kan . kan)
Mr. Confused n Mr.Dancer (bla. . .bla. . bla . halal . .bla. bla. .x sah.)(bla . .bla. .x sah x halal)(sy kne trpkse) hha .
Miss Perfume (wngiii~)(cuba try)
Mrs. Always want win n wrong spelling (hiegrolif )(iman)
Mrs.Speed Gear 6 (Proton=Electron)(Noble gas-g 18)
Mr.Clown n many enthusiast ker? (always mke joke. .)
Mr.Pintu belakang (ttibe ad kt dpn)
just jokes . .don't keep in u'r heart . . ~monitor4B~
Sekuntum Mawar Merah Yang ku beri Padamu..
Hye...nma ku Mutiara...ni psl crita ak yg x ley di lupekan
10/11/2010: AWk...da tiga tahun kte brsme..hmmm..ble awk nk jmpe ngn fmily sy? Hmmmm..ak brkte dlm ht (Npe dye snyp jer??). Awak!!! Sy tnye nie..jwb la......Azzam(Kekasih ku) trmenung mmikirkan mslhnya tnpa mnghiraukan prtnyaan ku...Ttibe dye trsedar dan bertnya kpd ku soalan yg ditujukn kpd nya td..Hmmmmmm...ap awk...sory sy x dgr awk ckp td..sy pnt sgt larr rinie.. Ak mnjwb dgn lmbut dan snyuman walaupun ak kcik ht sbb dye tidak mmpedulikan prtnyaan ak td...X per..awk pnt ea..sy tnye ble awk nk jmpe ngn fmily sy..tu jerr...Azzam mnjwb...owh..ntah la awk...sy x sdia lg...hmmm...okey syg...??Ak brse sgt sdih....walaupun hr tu ak pergi shopping bersama dye...Slps mkn..dye mngajk ak pulang awl ...Ak mngeluh...awk....ap nie..kn awl lg..jap lg la kite blek ea..Azzam mnjawab...sy prlu pulang awl sbb sy ad appointment ngn client sy..Tnpa ragu2...ak ikut sje kmahuan dye utk pulang awl ari tu...Azzam mnghntr ku pulang ke rmh sewa ak...Ak sewa rumah tu ngn rkn skrje ku..Nisa n Fira..dye org lah shbt trbaek prnh ak ad...Blek tu...dyeorg tnye ak...Hye..Ara..asl pulang awl rinie..gdoh ker?? AK jwb...eh x larr..mne ad..dye ad hal la ngn client dye..mklumlah..bru krje...
Esk nya...pg2 lg ad missed called dr dye..hmmm. ad ap yer..hmmm..Ak call dye blek...hmmm..Nk ap awk? Pg2 tpon sy..
Azzam mnjwb..awk..nnti lunch sy nk jmpe awk ea dkt tmpt biase..ad hal pnting... Hmmm...ak pon tnye lg...ap yg pnting nya..smpai x leh ckp kt fon nie...Azzam ckp lg..hmmm..aderla..rhsia.. hmmm...ok la..,kte jmpe lunch nnti ea..bye..love you..
Hmmm..yelaa..bye.. love you too..
SMse wktu lunch...muke Azzam asyk runsing jer..tibe2 dye brkate...Awk,,,,sy nk hntr rmbongn mminang.. Ak trkjut ...Ap!!! Nk hntr rmbongn mminang??..Npe...awk x kasi ker..?? Ak mnjwb...X larr..cume trkjot...hmmmm..Okey la awk..nnti sy tnye ayh sy tok ttpkn tarikh tu..Okey..Azzam seolah2 x gmbire pd hr itu pdhl dye yg dah brstuju utk hntr rmbngn mminang ak..hish..pelik nie...Ak brtnya...Awk..npe ngn awk,,ok x? Dye mnjwb soalan dgn snyuman yg dibuat2 seoalah2 ad bnda yg di smbunyikn dr ak... Xder pape..sy..okey jer.. Mndgr dye ckp mcm tu..ak pon x risau la...Lps jer lunch...kami teruskn krje msing2..hmmm..pnt nya ari tu...bnyk sgt krje...
Hari demi hari...kini tba saat nya..Azzam mnhgntar rombongan mminang pd 26/12/2010...Majlis pd hr itu x meriah sgt krna slh sorang ahli kluarga ak bru sje bbrpe hr mninggal akibat kmlngan jln rya...hmmmm...Keluarga Azzam dtg pd pkul 10pg dgn kereta mewah mereka...Ak hnya mnunggu didlm blek dn hnya mndgr perbualan mreka sje..slps itu..kelihatn Mak Azzam membawa sebentuk cincin utk di sarungkan dijari ak...Selesai jer majlis pd hr itu..ak brse sgt gmbira...yea2...ak dah brtunang...yeaaaa...
Hari demi hari...minggu demi minggu..bulan demi bulan...Kini..tibanya Majlis Pernikahan dn Persandingan ak...pd 4/9/2011...Majlis akad dilansungkan pd mlm sbelumnya...Semasa akad..Azzam x gugup melafazkn akad nikah...ak brse sungguh trharu slps Azzam melafazkn akad nikah dan kini ak tlh mnjdi isteri Azzam yg sah..gmbire di saat itu..hmmmmm...ak tersenyum gembire melihat hantaran yg digubah dr pihak lelaki..kagum ak melihat hantaran ku dihias penuh dgn kuntuman bunga ros..sesungguh yer Azzam tau ros merah ade lah kegemaranku..bertambah syg laa ak pd dy....
Sthun kmudian...ak dpt thu yg ak mngndung 3 bulan..jd Azzam selalu ambil cuti sbb wt medical check-up...ckup 9 bulan..ak slmt mlahirkn ank prmpuan di hospital...Azzam mmberi nma Azziara untuk puteri kami..sdap nme tu...gabungan nme kami berdua...sudah lame kami memkirkn yer sejak kami sah nikah...hari kian berlalu,,azzam masih dgn sikap dy yg tdk berubah sejak kami bercinta..dlm 1 minggu pasti dy akn hadiahi sekuntum mawar merah kpd ku...bg ak,,tiada lelaki sperti dy ....
5 tahun kemudian.,..
azzam sudah berubah...ank kami,,azziara sudah petah berckp..azzam tdk seperti dulu..semakin hari dy semakin lemah..biler ak tayer,,dy kate pnt bekerja,,ak kesian melihat suami ku derita...batuk dan sesak nafas sudah kebiasaan..sehingga satu hari,azzam dimasukkan ke hospital selayang,,doktor mengesahkan azzam mengidap penyakit kanser paru-paru,..ak trus rebah,,tdk mampu berkate,berdiri apetah lg berjln..ak tdk sanggup berpisah dgn azzam,,insan yg paling ak cintai dunia dan akhirat,,ya Allah,,adakah ini sisa-sisa akhir yg harus ak lalui bersame azzam..ak tdk snggup hidup tanpe dy....azzam kelu lidah biler dikatekn dy hnye mmpu bertahan selame satu thn,,.tdk tegar dy meninggalkn isteri dan anak...ya Allah,,izinkanlah ak melayari kehidupan yg tlh 6 thn mahligai yg ak bina ini bersama mutiara...setiap hari,,ak sentiase mendampingi mutiara.....ak ingin habiskn hidupku bersme dy,,,
setahun kemudian.,.
benar kate dr,,azzam hanye mmpu bertahan selme setahun....kini,,dy dirawat dihospital..azzam memerlukn bantuan oksigen utk bernafas..dr,mengesahkan azzzam tiada harapan utk bertahan lama lg..pd suatu mlm,,azzam mahu berbicare bersameku..
azzam: ara,abg tdk mampu bertahan lg..mungkin sudah mase yer..maafkan abg..abg tdk dpt menjage mutiare..abg bahagia bersame Ara..hanye satu pesanan abg,abg amt meyayangi Ara dunia akhirat..jika abg pergi,abg izinkan Ara cari peganti abg..abg harap Ara dpt menjage harta kite yg paling berharga,,Azziara..
ak terkejut melihat azzam tdk mampu bernafas....azzam memegang erat tgn ku..sperti dy mahu meningalknku...sambil berkate "maafkan abg Ara,,da tiba masa yer"pegangan yg erat td terlerai..ak tdk daye lg...azzam pergi meninggalkn ak selame yer..sampai hati abg tinggalkn Ara......
kini ak melayari kehidupan bersame Azziara....hidupku kosong tanpe gelak tawa Azzam..sesungguhnya ak amt merindui yer..tp,,ape dayaku...di dlm kamarku,,ak terlihat kotak berwarna merah hati berbentuk hati..diatas kotak itu,,tertulis sygku,,Mutiara..apabila ak buka kotak itu,,air mate ku terus mengalir...tdk tertahan apabila melihat isi yer ialah foto semasa kami menuntut di UKM serta dipenuhi dgn kuntuman bunge ros...dan mempunyai surat..
sygku....
abg sengaje meyimpan foto itu utk kenangan Ara bila abg tiada nnti..
Ara ingt lg x,,waktu kite mule2 knl..?mase tu Ara x mahu lyn abg
tp akhir yer kite bercinte...ssh mahu pikat hati Ara..
maklumlah Ara kn orng yg paling cantik kat U..
ingt lg x lagu Ayat2 cinte..??
lagu tu kite same2 suke..x sngke abg
kuntuman yg ade dikotak tu ialah pemberian terakhir abg utk Ara
maafkan abg sbb x dpt nk bg lg..
bile ara rindukan abg,,bukalah kotak ini..dan lihatlah bunge ros
Ara...abg sygkn ara...ingt abg slalu yer...dan jgn sedih2..
abg nk Ara teruskan hidup..ok??
abg akn tunggu ara di Syurga nnti..
abg pergi dulu..love u so much.....
salam..
suamimu,,azzam....
ternyata,,azzam tdk pernah melupakan kenangan dan detik kami bersame sdgkn ak kdg2 lupe...Allah itu maha adil..ak bersyukur kerana Allah memberikan yg terbaik buat ak...walaupun hanye seketika ak bersame dy tp ak bahagia...ak redha pemergian Azzam..Allah meyayangi nya..cinta yg ikhlas dan tulus pasti akn direstui Allah...ak yakin azzam akn tersenyum bile melihat ak dan Azziara bahagia....abg,,kenangan kite bersame x kn ara lupekn..ia sebahagian dr hidup ara...ara harap kite dpt berjmpe di sane nnti..semoge abg bahagia di sane..kini,,kotak itu menjadi sahabat ak...terima kasih abg sbb bahagia kn ara selame kite bersame...syg akn ingt Ayat2 cinte sampai ble2...
Al-fatihah buat Azzam.....
hargai laa orng yg kite syg sebelum dy pergi meninggalkan kite semua......
Cerita adlar rekaan semata-mata . .tdk ad kne mngena antara mati dan yg hidup . .ok . .so , ,don't be sad . .
Thnks to Dyla for help me . Main Idea : Zizie
Thnks to Dyla for help me . Main Idea : Zizie
90 reasons why I LOVE YOU ~
01.For being patient with me.
02. For being the most honest person that I know.
03. For your love.
04. For making me feel comfortable around you.
05. For being true to yourself.
06. For being my early morning buddy.
07. For being my bebe. ^^;;
08. For being my kumot. ^__^;;
09. For being the sweetest person that I know.
10. For your comforting hugs.
11. For holding my hand.
12. For making me laugh.
13. For being the corniest, yet the funniest person that I know.
14. For being my greatest blessing.
15. For accepting me and everything that I am.
16. For sharing your life with me.
17. For allowing me to share my life with you.
18. For sharing your dreams with me.
19. For holding me when I cry.
20. For letting me pour out everything to you.
21. For listening to me when I need to rant.
22. For listening to me when I just need to talk.
23. For being there for me.
24. For understanding everying that I am.
25. For everything that you are.
26. For cheering me up when I'm all bummed out.
27. For assuring me that everything will be okay.
28. For standing with me in the rain.
29. For gazing at the stars with me.
30. For the adventurous person that you are.
31. For watching TV with me, even when you're already tired and sleepy.
32. For the little things that you do.
33. For never doubting me.
34. For being an angel.
35. For always being true to your words.
36. For the special things you do for me.
37. For treating me well.
38. For the inquisitive person that you are.
39. For being great at turning your feelings into poetry.
40. For keeping me warm when I'm cold.
41. Because you make me smile.
42. Because you make me happy.
43. Because you make me feel complete with you.
44. Because you make me want noone else in the world.
45. Because you make me feel special.
46. Because I can tell you everything.
47. Because you sing to me! hehehe! ^^;;
48. Because you dance for me too! haha! XD
49. Because you're my life's inspiration.
50. Because you make me feel that I'm truly part of the family.
51. Because you welcomed me to your barkada.
52. Because you make my life wonderful by being part of it.
53. Because you keep me sane.
54. Because you give me a reason to anticipate waking up every morning.
55. Because you taught me the meaning of unconditional love.
56. Because you never fail to brighten up my day.
57. Because you make me feel good about myself.
58. Because you make me proud of you.
59. Because you make me proud of being yours.
60. Because you're everything I ever hoped for... and more.
61. Because you add color to my life.
62. Because you allow me to just be myself.
63. Because you make it so easy to love you.
64. Because you always know exactly what to say.
65. Because you make me laugh when I want to cry.
66. Because you help me understand myself better.
67. Because you take good care of me.
68. Because you make me smile everytime my phone beeps.
69. Because even if you say that you're not perfect, to me, you still are.
70. Because you were definitely worth the wait.
71. Because you're the best drummer in the whole wide world! ^_,~;; hehe
72. Because you make me feel important.
73. Because you make me feel loved.
74. Because you bring out the best in me.
75. Because with you, everything is just perfect.
76. Because you believe in me.
77. Because there's no reason not to.
78. Because you always manage to plaster a silly smile on my face.
79. Because you still listen, even when I'm disappointed and angry.
80. Because you still understand my feelings, no matter how selfish or wrong they are.
81. Because you can actually put up with my occasional emotional outbursts.
82. Because you still find time for me, even when you're busy.
83. Because my entire being's telling me that I do.
84. Because even when I'm all moody, you still manage to make me laugh.
85. Because you give great back massages. ^_,~;;
86. Because you teach me so many things about life.
87. Because you make me feel contented with myself and my life.
88. Because I'm at my happiest when I'm with you.
89. Because you make me look forward to spending the rest of our lives together.
90. Because... I JUST DO! :)
03. For your love.
04. For making me feel comfortable around you.
05. For being true to yourself.
06. For being my early morning buddy.
07. For being my bebe. ^^;;
08. For being my kumot. ^__^;;
09. For being the sweetest person that I know.
10. For your comforting hugs.
11. For holding my hand.
12. For making me laugh.
13. For being the corniest, yet the funniest person that I know.
14. For being my greatest blessing.
15. For accepting me and everything that I am.
16. For sharing your life with me.
17. For allowing me to share my life with you.
18. For sharing your dreams with me.
19. For holding me when I cry.
20. For letting me pour out everything to you.
21. For listening to me when I need to rant.
22. For listening to me when I just need to talk.
23. For being there for me.
24. For understanding everying that I am.
25. For everything that you are.
26. For cheering me up when I'm all bummed out.
27. For assuring me that everything will be okay.
28. For standing with me in the rain.
29. For gazing at the stars with me.
30. For the adventurous person that you are.
31. For watching TV with me, even when you're already tired and sleepy.
32. For the little things that you do.
33. For never doubting me.
34. For being an angel.
35. For always being true to your words.
36. For the special things you do for me.
37. For treating me well.
38. For the inquisitive person that you are.
39. For being great at turning your feelings into poetry.
40. For keeping me warm when I'm cold.
41. Because you make me smile.
42. Because you make me happy.
43. Because you make me feel complete with you.
44. Because you make me want noone else in the world.
45. Because you make me feel special.
46. Because I can tell you everything.
47. Because you sing to me! hehehe! ^^;;
48. Because you dance for me too! haha! XD
49. Because you're my life's inspiration.
50. Because you make me feel that I'm truly part of the family.
51. Because you welcomed me to your barkada.
52. Because you make my life wonderful by being part of it.
53. Because you keep me sane.
54. Because you give me a reason to anticipate waking up every morning.
55. Because you taught me the meaning of unconditional love.
56. Because you never fail to brighten up my day.
57. Because you make me feel good about myself.
58. Because you make me proud of you.
59. Because you make me proud of being yours.
60. Because you're everything I ever hoped for... and more.
61. Because you add color to my life.
62. Because you allow me to just be myself.
63. Because you make it so easy to love you.
64. Because you always know exactly what to say.
65. Because you make me laugh when I want to cry.
66. Because you help me understand myself better.
67. Because you take good care of me.
68. Because you make me smile everytime my phone beeps.
69. Because even if you say that you're not perfect, to me, you still are.
70. Because you were definitely worth the wait.
71. Because you're the best drummer in the whole wide world! ^_,~;; hehe
72. Because you make me feel important.
73. Because you make me feel loved.
74. Because you bring out the best in me.
75. Because with you, everything is just perfect.
76. Because you believe in me.
77. Because there's no reason not to.
78. Because you always manage to plaster a silly smile on my face.
79. Because you still listen, even when I'm disappointed and angry.
80. Because you still understand my feelings, no matter how selfish or wrong they are.
81. Because you can actually put up with my occasional emotional outbursts.
82. Because you still find time for me, even when you're busy.
83. Because my entire being's telling me that I do.
84. Because even when I'm all moody, you still manage to make me laugh.
85. Because you give great back massages. ^_,~;;
86. Because you teach me so many things about life.
87. Because you make me feel contented with myself and my life.
88. Because I'm at my happiest when I'm with you.
89. Because you make me look forward to spending the rest of our lives together.
90. Because... I JUST DO! :)
Salam, I'm new blogger here. :-D
Salam .Hello . i'm new blogger . Sila beri tunjuk ajar .Hha .Sbnarnye ,sje jew wt blog nie .Nk hilangkn bosan .hhe. xdew kje ek . Komen lha pape yg patot yew . Want to know all about me .just see at my complete profile. .Ok .roger .! :-P
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